The inspiration to deal with what you most dread Three of Pentacles Ace of Wands, Nine of Swords, Hanged Man Upset when (he) realizes he has to do his part. Intense fear when he/she realizes he/she has to be in this relationship. Very nervous when you realize you have to do this deal. Sexual relationship is very scary. Know (you) have to perform the contract, no matter how awful that is. Intensely nervous about this one most important meeting. Upset when you realize they involved you in their bu...